Home Coming

I came back to my home

That place where my soul belongs

In the journey some time I lost

Some time I found my self

but never forget that its not my destination

I belong to somewhere else

When I feel to give up

think why still I hold on

Waiting for this home coming a way too long

Now I am at my  home and safe and filled

With the comfort of being somewhere I’ve already been

- Supriya

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Always Remember

Always remember to forget,
the things that made you sad,
But never forget to remember,
the things that made you glad.

Always remember to forget
the friends that proved untrue,
But never forget to remember,
those that have stuck by you.

Always remember to forget
the troubles that passed away
But never forget to remember
the blessing that comes each day.

Always remember to forget
the pain that life gave,
But never forget to remember
those lesson it teaches you along the way.

It’s okay if you forget my name,
it’s okay if you forget who I am,
But never forget to remember
that my love is for you forever & always.
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An Unknown Girl

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Does selfish love,
makes you feel 
that you are her world

Behind her beauty
there are so many unsaid words,
hidden meanings reside there
no one knows how she loves.

Darkness looks bright
Pain seems pleasant
Useeable show itself
You find a deep sense of pleasure

You can see heaven in her eyes,
You feel an intense desire to be with her,
In her presence you can find everything
Once you could imagine even for a while.

Passion flows in your veins
when she kisses you
you get new wings
You can feel its hard to go afar.

She takes your hand,
makes you alive,
gives you a feeling 
that you never describe.

She is mysterious
Her heart is full of love,
She has eyes that can penetrate
the soul of a hurt.

Willingfully waiting for you
 Wants to give you her love
like a dream comes true,

Pour it in your vacant heart
And still you feel the thirst of love.

This thirst makes you 
to go in search of her
where you find no one 
as she is an unknown girl 
who does selfish love.

 

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Who will cry when I die

Alcoholic, unloved, useless was those words which could be used for me till I had that unusual experience or say life changing experience. I always used to think that who will gonna cry when I die. There was no one who will miss me if I die today, no one who will cry on my grave that thing made me sad. I have no one, no family, no friends, and no love. I was all alone but a single incident had changed my way of thinking along with my life forever.
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That day too I was badly drunk and in that state I didn’t remember where I slept. In the morning when I woke up by the sound of crying I check myself I was lying under a tree in a graveyard. I saw many people wearing black dress standing near a grave and crying. I rubbed my eyes and look around so many people crying for a single person. I thought he must be so lucky lots of people love him while I was busy in my thinking a manly voice interrupt my thinking.

How could you say that? I turned my back a man in white suit eating potato chips standing near me. ‘Don’t you see so many people are crying for him. I have no one who can cry after my death…. No one.’ I said sadly.

The man said, “ Feeling sorry not for you but your way of thinking. A death is not worthy if you have someone to cry on your grave but a death would be worth if you able to give someone a reason to smile after your death.”

I asked, “ What… what do you mean by that.?”
He said, “Let’s go. I will show you something interesting.”

We went near that place where everyone was standing. He starts saying, “These are that man’s business partners, employees, relatives, children and wife. These people lost their business partner, their boss, their cousin, uncle and so, these children lost their father and that lady lost her husband. They all are crying but it’s just for a while as they all knew the biggest truth of life.

“Laugh, and the world laugh with you; Weep, and you weep alone”

Today they all have time to come and cry on his grave but when he is alive no one bother to meet him without any reason. I am not only blaming them as we all are doing so. Dear, you know we all are running trying to beat the time but in that we forget the most important thing that we are first a human than a clock. Today we have a long to-do list but we have no list of to-be. We have so many things to be connected but we don’t know how to be connected with the heart.

We are so mesmerized with the fake light of this world that we are not able to see that darkness can be more beautiful if we have someone’s hand to hold.

At this point I remember Robert Brault words, “ I value the friend who for me finds time on the calendar but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult the calendar.”
Hard to find such a friend but I will suggest never try to find anyone like that as it said never search good people, be good may be someone’s such ends on you.

Today they all saying good things about that man that he was kind, good, sincere, a nice person. He cares for others, loves his family, a gentleman in the truest sense. But in reality they never bother to say all these things when he was alive. I am not saying that they are selfish as we all do so in our life. We never feel tired to pin point others fault or say negative things about them but we stop saying and showing our love & gratitude after a point of time. We start taking everything and everyone for granted.

I will suggest you to overly use those words, which shows your love ones.
Orlando  Battista was right when he said, “ The greatest weakness of most human is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they’re still alive.” You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.

Now go and live it and stop thinking that who will cry when I die. Instead think how many faces can smile while they cry by just remember you.

 

After our conversation I thanked that man for opening my eyes and gave me new point of view to see things differently I asked, “How you know that man so well? That man smiled and said, ” That was me.”

“With each passing day I am going more & more near to my Death. Death is not an ending in fact its a new beginning. On my deathbed I would only want to remember that I was, am & will be a reason of someone’s SMILE rather than someone’s PAIN. And if you want to remember me, then remember me like that my memories will help you to live a better life & make you a better person.”

- SUPRIYA

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The Wait Is Long

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I waited all night long,
Just to see you,
Hold me in your arms. 
Standing in the way alone,
Hoping you will come and say
 ‘I will be with you,
you are my love that’s true.’
 
When the cold breeze kiss my cheek,
When drop of rain touch my lips,
I miss you from the bottom of my heart
 
I cried aloud, wishing you could hear my weep.
But that was a dream,
which never gonna to fulfill
Tears shed from the eyes
I just want to see you
by my side. 

What was my mistake?
Tell me, for god sake.
I know it was not your fault,
You too never want to go so farBut you are a solider, 
Our people count on you.
O my love!
I still waiting for you.

You have a fight to win,
Put an end to this suffering.
I am proud of you.
But who are they,
Who apart us
And make my life blue.

I have faith, you are brave.
My love is with you,
gives you strength
till the end.

Here I am waiting just for you
crossing my fingers,
that my dream
will come true.

The wait is long
I know I have to hold on
Just want to be with you
come soon I am waiting for you.
– SUPRIYA

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I Am Free

Girl_with_wide_open_armsI am free,
lost in my world
a fallacious soul
who loves to wander.
But now I am free,
full of love
in search of light
which bright me up.
With a touch of love
I can do wonders,
 
It gives me wings
I want to fly
Like a free bird which kiss sky.
I was living in a cage
where no one care
but now I am free
love liberates me,
Gives me chance 
to do the romance.
 
In the arms of thee
I found my world
where name of freedom,
is the name of love. 

( Celebrating 2nd anniversary of my blog. It was an incredible journey so far, learn so much from everyone & from my own self. Received my reader’s love and good wishes in form of their comments and likes. Today’s poem is specially dedicated to all my lovely readers without their support, love, encouragement and sometime healthy criticism my blog could not able to travel so far. Thank you from bottom of my heart.

Note: You can find this poem on http://thepassionatehearts.blogspot.com/2013/05/i-am-free-supriya-sharma.html too.  
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Golden Watch

Standing alone in a corner, watching everyone having fun in the party. I was silently looking at him. He was the man whom I loved the most. For him I left everything and everyone. Life seemed beautiful when I was with him. He gave me everything. But now all this looks like a dream. It seems that a decade had passed since we told each other that we love each other as love was vanish a long time ago.

Though we still lived under the same roof but we were like strangers. Just like those people who take the same train but going in different directions. What was our mistake? What went wrong in our relationship? I didn’t know.  We both knew that the death of our marriage is certain so it would be better if we follow our individual path rather than be an obstacle for each other. On next Monday we will go and file an application for divorce.

I took a sip from my glass and start observing people in the party. That was his uncle’s 50th marriage anniversary party.  50th marriage anniversary sound funny to me, what they both had “Glue” which stick them together. I kicked myself mentally for thinking in such a bad way. I looked at my husband from a distance. He was looking happy but there was a kind of emptiness in his eyes that I didn’t notice from a long time.

I went to the bar to make one more glass for me. Suddenly everyone starts cheering, yelling as the couple arrived at the party. Old couple made me think. Is it possible to love someone forever? They both looked old but there was a childlike innocence in their eyes. Every time they look at each other their face light up like the first ray of sun.

The cake was ready everyone was waiting for them. But before they cut it a young girl asked, “ Uncle and aunty we all would like to know the secret behind your happy married life.”
Uncle turned towards aunty and gave her a kiss on her cheek and said, “ The secret is standing here. Being in a long marriage is a little bit like that nice cup of coffee every morning – I might have it every day, but I still enjoy it.
The girl again said, “ Come’ on uncle share it we all really want to know.”
The uncle said, “ Today I want to share our experinece with all of you and especially with the young ones. As they have different views regarding marriage.
I always used to say that we both didn’t choose each other in fact God choose us to be a part of each other’s life. When we got married we hardly know each other. At our wedding we got many gifts but the best gift was given by her father. That gift was a pair of golden watch. There was nothing special in those watches but still they carried the wisdom of life. On its dial it was written,Ur Beloved is waiting for U”

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We didn’t get what it mean when we first saw it. Then his father explained to us, he said,
“ My dear children, I want to say a few things on this auspicious occasion of your marriage. Marriage is a beautiful thing. It is like a house where not only your bodies but your soul going to meet and its up to you how you turn this house into a home.  Believe in these words that marriage is a compact sealed with love that cannot be broken.

In marriage you both get tested. You find out who you are, who the other person is, and how you accommodate or don’t. And a marriage can’t go without love. Love is more than a feeling. In love, the beloved’s welfare and happiness become more important than your own; as someone said real love is the accurate estimate and supply of another’s need.

Now I would like to say something about the gift, which I gave you. These watches and the sentence in it are a reminder for both of you. Time is the only limited resource that we all have on this earth. Every time you look at this watch its remind you like you your partner too have limited time and he/she is waiting for your love, time, care and attention. Use this time as much as you can.
Sometime say nice thing to your beloved, sometime listen sympathetically, sometime just know when you need to be silent, sometime work together, sometimes a casual affectionate touch, sometime just a glance, sometime share laughter, sometime the joy of making love. These all will be the real heartbeat of your marriage. Remember,Love is the greatest gift when given. It is the highest honor when received.

My dear a good relationship doesn’t just happen. They take time, patience and two people who truly want to be together.

Till that day I never leave a chance to say and show my love for her and she does exactly the same and in that we both just forgot how many days, months and years passed.

Everyone clapped for them. They truly deserve each other company for the rest of their life. I suddenly feel someone standing near me trying to hold my hand. That was my husband without saying a single word we both knew that we need our time to work on our relationship. We hugged each other and leave the party.

 “Love like there’s no tomorrow, and if tomorrow comes, love again.”

 

 

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